okay. new songs. haha. 'sing your praises' and 'pour my love on you' rocks. haha. i love those songs. haha. dunno larh. i just feel like it. yeah yeah. it rocks. haha.
sing your praises is like 'You lived You died You said in three days You would rise'
pour my love on you is like 'if praise is like perfume i'll lavish mine on You till every drop is gone i'll pour my love on You'
CRIANG! oops. i think i just broke the glass. haha. okay. it didn't larh seriously. joking only.
audrey: SO SWEET! (:
19:09
wahaha. joyce. you're the only one tagging my blog. haha. guess no one really bothers reading. ):
okay. nvm. moving on. today's tests were quite okay. english. chinese. quite okay larh. i'm done with my revision. that's why i'm here. shan't be using for long. yupps. tmr there's maths and literature. so yeah. i'm more or less prepared larh. haha. shall continue tonite. but can't get too stressed up. if not cannot sleep. haha. ayee. yeah. i'm outta here. byes.
p.s. there was a chamaleon in school today. a big big big one. a lizard larh. i dunno what it is. but it was really REALLY green. freaky. it was outside the greenlodge. haha. get it? GREEN. lol. yes marianne. i noe you like green.
17:13
i don think it's possible to go for IF magic already. no call. no nothing. oh wells. i'll just have to live thru tonite then. with a sore throat. )):
17:54
argh. bad bad sore throat. gosh. tests starting tmr leh. i don wan fall sick. sore throat. go away. i can't talk lorh. talk very pain. argh!! ayee. uncle kwong still has not replied on IF magic tickets. oh gosh. i'm praying really really hard for tonight's show. but at this kinda timing. i don think have already larh. ):
17:23
aye. woke up 10+. so early. haha. but it's better than waking up at 7am just to go for sol. haha. but yeah. i'll be doing just that next wk. haiyarh. but at least i'm stuck at home. it the comfort of home. while the others are having lessons. hahaha. today. i better get studying. yawns. i dunno larh. chinese leh. dunno what to study for. haiyarh. see first larh. i wanna go for tonight's IF magic!!! ><
11:51
okay. i'm was back really early today. kelly had to leave. and no one else was left. haiyarhs. okay. today. me and kelly met jiarong. she told us the expectations and stuff larh. and yeah. then tried to learn how to play the guitar. my hand pain. her strings all metal. oww. but quite fun yarh. shall learn during the hols. haha. ermm. then had cell. sharon came to talk to us. yeah. then service. quite okay larh. i was eating chocolate after chocolate. yeah. the cookies and cream one. nestle better than hersheys. haha. yarh. hmm. tmr. got nothing on. got no sol. ended already. plus make up lesson is next wk. boo. then i'm not going for the IF magic. rarr! i want to go! it's all star magic. no fair. how come my mom didn't buy. oh wells. i'll just wait another two years then. haha. ermm. yeah. going for sanctification week thingy. only on thursday and friday though. cos after exams then go. then g12 conference? yes. i'm going. me. woohoo. but only on friday. after school marhs. then friday and saturday lorhs. and have POWER worship. (: haha. jumping jumping jumping. can't wait. it's in april. haha. my mom allowed. that's superb. i thought she wouldn't allow. haha. yupp. i'm really happy today. haha. not high. luckily. but just happy. yay. okay larh. ermm. tmr's gonna be boring. it's study day. ): psst. i only brought home chinese. didn't bring home maths. or science. or literature. or history. XD wahahaha. only got this few papers. (:
22:22
hmm. today nothing much. yeah. boring boring day. i noe my maths already. (: that's a very good thing. aye. student investiture. yawn. yawn. yawn. so boring. the dance and the eldds performance is nice larh. haha. yeah. got ppl from other schools. for what i also dunno. yeah. got holy innocents' high. whitley sec. gan eng seng. crescent girls'. singapore chinese girls'. acs barker. acs independent. chij st. nic. chij st. joseph. chij secondary. aiyah. yeah. then ermm. i got the yrbk today. and had to return today. !! okay. moving on. rc. nothing much larh. only went for sphere thingy. ten of us. then went for total defence test. hope i can pass. i dunno how to do 15 questions. lol. anyhow anyhow. as in. i pick the most appropriate one larh. okay. yeah. nothing to do today. yawn. hmwk? science. and study larh. next wk ca1 already. TSK. haven't even started. ayee. man. should have brought home my history textbk. rarr! history's more interesting to study. haha. yeah. hm. me and shahilia sitting at the back now. cos according to register numbers. yeah man. it's way at the back. but charlene now very quiet. charlene. don't be quiet can. i feel very sad okay.
nusrat's leaving for canada next wkend. ): omg. i wanted to cry okay. yeah. i very easy cry. haha. if i see friends cry. i will also feel like crying. watch touching movies also cry. haha. then when nusrat was speaking her so called last words to the unit. i felt like crying larh. i'm gonna miss her. my eyes welled up. but i didn't cry. tingting cried.
jiabao's back in school. i missed you so much.
20:37
haha. okay. it seems to take forever to load. oh wells. finished my dnt portfolio. ONLY. there's still maths and english. TSK. tonight think gotta burn midnight oil. sad larh. okay. tmr going bukit purmei with kelly before redcross. haha. buy 1.5 waterbottle. rarr. then maybe go buy something else as well. haha. like candy. (: haha. yeah. we both wearing rc shirt tmr. (: hopefully BLAH doesn't wear too. but she so act enthu. so not surprising larh. she was clapping when she heard we're gonna get out uniform for world red cross day. bahh. it's super hot larh. the uniform. oh wells. she hasn't worn it yet. she wouldn't noe.
21:43
i was supposed to mention this.
shahilia is nice. she's caring. she's friendly. (:
once again. she made me say this. XD
read it yet. yes. shahilia. i mentioned you. you better read this. haha.
19:49
okay. i'm supposed to be doing dnt. but i can't seem to get started. no. i noe how to. but i'm just too lazy too. alrite. after this okay. hopefully. but i'm hungry. my mom's not back yet. tammy low arh. still forgot to bring my precious yearbook. okay. it's haashira's brother. but still. she forgot to bring. rarr. tonite. parents no cell. tmr got network meeting i guess. ?? ayee. yarh. today arh. i finally noe how to do my maths. it seems like i have to redo everything again. before i noe how to do. lol. okay. maths is third period tmr. gosh. english first period. yupp. i've got maths and english as hmwk. compre. and some revision wksheet. 14qns. done about 9 already. (: during the scientific research thingy. lol. had to go larh. if not agatha tan come and find us. bahh. okay. yeah. then hmm. nothing really. i guess i should get started on dnt. oh yeah. today i seemed super high. okay. not really. but i always seem to be laughing. let's start with maths. i was laughing away. can't rmb what. but it was zhihui larh. that i ended up laughing. english. me and wileen singing 'titanic'. you noe the one. -they build a ship titanic to sail the ocean blue. they thought they built a ship that no water could go through. but the lord of mighty hands knew the ship would never land. it was sad when the big ship when down. oh it was sad. oh it was sad. it was sad when the big ship went down to the bottom of the... husbands and wives and the children lost their lives. it was sad when the big ship went down.- then history. vino larh. talk all the crap. then laugh laugh laugh. then after school. samantha wanted to splash water on shahilia. but toppled the cup instead. and it landed on shahilia's book and bag. and yes. the floor. haha. okay. then i was clapping my hands in front of shahilia. i dunno why. so funny. then zhihui. she go up to shahilia. -come i tell you sth.- then she bang her head against shahilia. on purpose. haha. then she did it to samantha. then dunno why. blah blah blah. time to say bye to them. and chui ling too. then i told sam. -samantha darling. you should say bye to zhihui.- cos the two of them. a bit. psycho. haha. okay. didn't noe what to say. then dunno how. it ended up on me. and it's like. sam's 'in love' with me. ahh. i hid behind zhihui larh. then they walked off. me and zhihui chase after. outside notre heritage. talking. then sam turned to me. then came to me. i screamed and ran away. haha. shahilia was like. -that's the first time i ever heard yi jing scream.- haha. then yeah. shahilia made sam do it again. so that she could hear me scream. ?? but i just -ahh- and ran away. rarr. so yeah. that's about it. hmm. my mom's on the way home. she's buying porridge back for me. yupp. from clementi. yummy. hope they have. (: should get started now. bye.
19:36
today was a tiring and stressing day. stressing? ohaha. okay. history was horrible. had to present. it seemed so boring. everyone was so bored. boohoo. ): wells. then maths. here was where i was stressed. i didn't noe how to do the maths questions. had to ask around. ask dolly. ask zhihui. then after that. no one replied. and zhihui thought i was talking to myself. i was talking to you larh. haiyorh. then recess. shared indian rojak with zhihui. that's our wednesday 'routine'. then chinese. gosh gosh gosh. lucky i no need to present. forget it man. i'm not redoing anything. just gonna present that and that. haha. tmr got chinese first period. hopefully got not enough time. yeah. cos 2bernadette not done yet. ended at natasha yeo. oh no. yeo. it's at the end? oh. no. it's natasha. so still got some more rite? got chuyin. genevieve. felicia yip. yuppiex. haha. my chinese class got two feliciaS and two nicoleS. haha. okay. then after that. will be grace. ginny. felicia. judith. jorain. me. no fair. no fair. no fair. i don wan to present. i'd rather stay back after school and present in front of nobody. haha. XD okay. then it was dnt. portfolio needs to be in latest by friday recess. haha. as usual. yeah. so i'm doing it tmr only. now no time marhs. okay. dnt was doing practical all the way. cut my wood. cut my acrylic. sandpapered my acrylic. halfway thru my wood. left a few pieces. then i'm done. then all i need to do is get some cardboard thingy for the bottom. and then glue it together. then tada. i'm done. i think. oh no. i need to buff my acrylic. rarr. so many things to do. okay. hmm. then end school. no one went for the scientific research thingy. i feel so mean. omg. i'm feeling so guilty. argh. why you all so mean. i was the only one who didn't mind going lorh. after tan lin how scold larh. yeah. so went for redcross. ayee. got my rc shirt. nope. i wun be wearing it to service ever. unless got some activity before that larh. but yup. ain't gonna wear. unless it's my bowling tee larh. (: my shirt is medium lorh. and yet it's still so wide and long. ?? then today redcross. do marching. march and march and march. luckily not under the hot scorching sun. but it was in the hall. (: yupp. march left. march right. haiyoh. super tiring. then went home. blah blah blah. only got one hmwk today. maths. ! algebra. !! due tmr. !!! haha. it goes to show how 'terrified' i am. lol. kelly thinks i'm sweet. pretty. cute. go and die larh you. whoever else thinks so. i'm gonna slap your face. I MEAN IT. no i don't larh. kidding. but i MAY slap your face. haha. XD okay. tmr i'm free. nothing after school at all. oh wait. i've got scientific research. dots. but i don think i'll be going larh. haha. aye. i think those 7 involved will be going after tan lin how tmr. lol. yeah. oh gosh. i need to pay my bowling fees for this month. okay. hmm. nothing else yarh. kk. i'm gonna change my blog song. yeah. dunno to wad. i'm hungry. more like thirsty. haha. yeah. if you read this. yes. THIS. <-- pls tag my board. PLEASE!
20:59
lol. okay. i'm finally done with my history. it was easy but tough. haha. easy to summarise. to the script. design the template and all. but tough cos i had to edit and edit and edit.
havent started on dnt. just gonna say i forgot to bring. lol. mr chandran will probably say by friday recess or sth larh. haha. but yeah. i'll get it done.
haix. my mom called jiarong larh. complain that tmr so busy. !!! argh. so not meeting tmr. blah. haiyoh. oh wells. it's a good thing anyways. lol. then i'll have time for my dnt. (: hmms. okay larh. ermm. that's all. for tonite. bye.
21:54
TSK. so much hmwk to do. more like projects. zhihui arh. when you sending me the history. omg. i really need to start focusing on studies. next week ca1 already. TSK. yes dear. it's my new favourite word. haha. ohkay. ehh. boring larh. lazy to do dnt portfolio. but desiree say she did really quickly. ehhs? hmm. i dunno larh. i'm bored. bored. bored. tmr. i've got redcross. -.-" i'm the sec2 i/c. haha. mwahahaha. don worry. you won't suffer. i'm a nice person. XP i'm more like blur. haha. cos everytime bowling. i dunno why. i always seem to be super blur. and my reaction very slow. haha. during bowling only. ?? haiyarh. then tmr. after school. gtg meet jiarong. yeah. that meeting thing. my mom is like against me going out in the evening larh. the day already so long. then no time and all. dunno larh. can't she just allow. this once. haiyoh. one time only. it won't kill right. gosh larh. okay. i really should get started on portfolio. lots to do. dunno how many pages of research and blah di blah thing. haha. i don seem to bother. XP tmr is busy day. very very busy. so if i don blog. yeah. cos i MAY have lotsa hmwk. no one reads anyway. bleah. ):
20:20
okay. i've got computer stuff as hmwk today. no seriously. i've got history project. zhihui supposed to send me larh. tmr must present leh. it's already -2 marks. cos late marhs. then i've got my dnt portfolio. so many things to do. blah blah blah. yeah. and then there's the chinese song larh. also -2 marks. late also. boo. okay. i'm going out for dinner today. blah. havent bathe yet. came home at 6.30pm. had serious stomachache today. until i didn't want to go for bowling. but desiree and her 'think happy thoughts' made me able to go. haha. no javelin today. boo. ): dunno larh. sob. hmm. yeah. oh yarh. my bowling game today. 75. haha. lousy rite. haha. i got two spares and two strikes some more leh. all tyco one larh. but desiree insists it isn't. yeah. but why still 75? cos arh. after that all gutter. haha. yeah. ermm. i think i shd get going already larh. before my dad comes up and hurries me. haha. ermm. i'll surely be back later. post more later. about tmr. haha. okay. ermm. later. (;
18:55
is it possible for us to be together
do i really want you
don't you love someone else
my heart skips everytime i see you, talk to you, sms you
maybe we were never meant to be
maybe they were right
we'll never stand a chance
you probably don't understand what i'm going through
everytime i think about you and her
my heartbreaks and breaks into a million thousand pieces
seeing you smile warms my heart
me crushing on somebody else has never lasted for so long
(except in primary school larh
primary school only wad still blur blur)
this is what i feel
the most TRUE crush i have ever had
i have never felt this way before
it was because of you
you made me feel this way
i guess i have really fallen for you
it was the last thing i wanted to do
21:41
gosh. having terrible headache right now. most probably the hot sun. but can't be. the heat perhaps. cos i got it when i was running up to class from my locker. then after that no more. then it came back when i was running down. after school. didn't want my dad to wait too long. then okay. then third time. was after my nap. haha. yeah. that was horrible. and it still IS. oww. maybe tmr cannot go school. (: but tmr got pe. means no javelin. ): but means no bowling training. (: means no two periods of chinese. (: hoho. lame. but i'm afraid i fall sick larh. why couldn't it be way before. now coming close to ca1 already. nono. cannot be after ca1 either. cos got efl. woots. going dairy farm adventure camp? haha. got camp you noe. tsk tsk. hopefully i don fall sick.
21:04
I LEFT MY HANDBOOK IN SCHOOL! I FEEL SO LOST WITHOUT IT! I DUNNO WHAT I NEED TO DO AND BLAH BLAH BLAH! BLAAAAAH!
okay. hmm. tried to get started on the chinese song thingy. but i got no inspiration. ding ding. haha. hmm. so much thing to do. argh. okay. asked zhihui help me photocopy canon in d notes. haha. (: wanna try. dunno larh. my piano is like so horrible. so it's a bit tough. haha. but just for fun. cos i helped her photocopy moonlight sonata. yupps. then hmm. she's in town now larh. cos she's skipping tuition. lol. so asked her help me go buy a wallet. not buy yet. just help me see whether got nice quiksilver or billabong wallet. gave her all the 'criteria' already. just need to ask her help me buy again. when she tells me the price. haha. i think i'm prepared to pay larh. haha. gotta think about it yeah. okay. hmm. for pe. we're doing what we want to do. zhihui doing long jump thou. ): but it's alright. i'm doing javelin. (: haha. at least it can stand right. rather than flop right onto the field. without poking in. haha. poking. that sounds dumb. hoho. yeah. the other one was shot put. those who didn't noe what to do had to do shot put. yeah. hmm. tmr got bowling yarh. then got two projects to complete by tmr. history and dnt. and dnt is one whole portfolio excuse me. must do the what. ortographic and isometric projection of the project. argh. haiyarh. i dunno how to do ortographic one leh. i dunno why. but secondary two life seems much tougher than secondary one. here's one reason why. cos i'm still in the holiday mood ever since i started school this year. have been slacking a lot. well. next week is ca1 already. gotta focus on studies. hopefully i can. with so much things on hand. gosh. oh yeah. fourteen bucks for redcross tee. i'm telling ya. bowling tee is gonna cost much more. they want COLOURED POLO tee. the design also want COLOURED. haiyoh. it's like much more expensive than my hang ten tee. !!! okay. that was dumb. haha. shall blog later. i'm hungry. XD
16:58
this morning. had cell. only me, kelly, rachel, pei shi, jiarong. so few! yeah. didn't manage to buy my wallet. don have nice design. okay. i'm off roxy. haha. too girl. lol. okay. then went for lunch. at long john. haha. okay. jiarong wants to meet kelly and me on wednesday. at tiong. at 6pm. haha. yeah. wanna talk about serious stuff. okay. the both of us were like WHAT. haha. and it's like she wants us to be her twelve?! like hello. our impressions to good already izzit. too welcoming. too 'on' izzit. kelly eating her chicken. then when she heard. bloop. it dropped onto the plate. hahaha. okay. but luckily it's not comfirmed yet larh. she's still asking God. and well. she hasn't even told sharon. ehh. then what about pastor yo? haha. okay. i've got sol2 to attend on 6march. yeah. only 6march. haha. haiyarh. then came home. then went to cut hair. so now it's shorter. okay. no. not really. my hair is more layered. fringe is shorter. and well. length is the same. haha. yeah. a bit too boy leh. haha. okay. wear hairband lorh. then not so boy. erhh. haha. don wanna be girl. don wanna be boy. wanna be what. okay. what crap is this. oh yeah. oh well. the wkends has once again ended. sob. it's a whole new school week. it's the week before exams. gosh. freaky. argh. my maths is horrible terrible incorrigible. argh. haha. ermm. however you spell it. okay. i'm really hungry. shall go eat.
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19:55
okay. i don think i noe all the lyrics. but this song had really touched my heart yesterday during service.
Reaching for You - Hillsong
I can't believe the way Your love has got a whole on me
Each morning i wait to find You near
You lift above my feet and sat my feet on solid ground
All of my days belong to You
And i breathe in Your life that warms my heart
You are my all consuming fire
And i stand here before You
In wide open wonder
Amazed at the glory of You
The power of heaven revealing
Your purpose in me
As i'm reaching for You
08:51
hmm. yesterday. service was totally power man. especially worship. it was awesome. sermon. hahaha. so funny. SP asked. 'how many of you think men are weird.' and then tammy raised up her hand. followed by joyce, kelly and me. but too bad larh. Pastor at tc. if not sure see one. haha. so i guess. only the people at the side and behind saw. hoho. ayee. yarh. sermon was prettaye good larh. cos it had something to do with us girls. lol. how to live with a husband who is so weird.
okay. so maybe i didn't get danielle her stalk of daisy. i didn't forget larh. cos i'm not a very flowery person. okay. i noe where to buy larh. i think. but i'm not a flowery person. argh. okay. i'm sneezing away rite now. gosh. hmm. gonna leave the house at 9.15 yarh. meeting kelly at tiong. then go city hall meet jiarong. then dunno go where for cell. ayee. yarh. i'm bringing 50 bucks with me. cos i wanna go flash n splash and get a new wallet. wahahaha. yuppiex. aye. whose birthday coming arh. haha. ginny. err. haha. hmm. i dunno larh.
ayee. oh yarh. went my grandma's place rite. hmm. had dinner. then had that yu sheng thingy. yuck. i went picking away. the green colour. white colour. red colour. brown colour. strands. all put one side. that's the stuff i don eat. oh well. then i ate the rest lorh. not enuf sauce larh. who ask you put so much veggie. haha. then cannot finish. lol.
okay. ermm. i'll go eat something. then i'll go bathe. then i'm outta the house. byebye.
HAIYARH. NO ONE READING MY BLOG LARH. ): COS NO ONE TAG! SOMEBODY PLS TAG LEH!
08:24
okay. i noe. i'm supposed to be at network meeting. but nobody's going. so i'm stuck at home lorh. haha. okay. slept til 1.30pm today. hoho. slept around 1am last nite. yeah. ermm. supposed to go get danielle a v-day gift? argh. a stalk of daisy?? haiyarh. see first larh. if not. then nvm lorh. the most is i don get any from her either larh. lol. then ermm. yeah. kelly just told me. joel can't find his 2003 yearbook. like hello. just last yr only leh. oh wells. nvm larh. i see how first. hmm. 1 more hour before i leave. yupps. byebye. not staying for dinner tonite. going my grandma's house for lou hei. dumb. i don't eat yu sheng. yuck.
15:11
argh. dumb thing. dumb thing. aiyarh. stupid sms.ac thingy larh. sign up for what. haiyarh. must pay one. haha. well. you get 5 smses free larh. other than that. you gotta pay 50-cents. gosh. haha. so yarh. sign up already. then i was like. forget about it. haha. so yarh. gosh okay. everyone in my contact list received the request thingy larh. but seriously. i wonder how many actually will sign up. cos gotta pay you noe. if i pay myself. i don mind larh. actually. what's the use of it anyways. rite. rite. okay. i just send one larh. okay. haiyarhs. the activation thingy. dunno whether send to correct number or not. haha.
hmm. today had fun splash. left school half hour earlier than the rest. XD haha. missed half hour of science. muahahaha. proceeded to yio chu kang. went with charlene. yarh. the sun was super hot. gosh. haha. and i was walking around barefooted. moving on to the relays. i was swimming freestyle. they nearly wanted to make me swim breastroke as well. but haha. wan ling came. so she took over me. cos i was really tired larh. then i swam for cca also. haix. both events i also needed to catch my breath. dunno why larh. sadly but not suprisingly. catherine got last. then joseph. then ignatius. then marie. then caroline. i was like HUH?! pls larh. caroline is pathetic larh. so suprising. but they better not win house champs. i'm rooting for isabel. haha. yeah. isabel won champion. fei zhen was super happy larh. haha. yeah. uncle jerry sent me home. yupps. then yarh. hmm. now i'm alone at home. i have the whole house to myself. my parents are out. network meeting. so i'm alone. (: haha. i'm outta here. off to have a 'good time'.
tmr got church. got network meeting before that. gotta meet jiarong. me and kelly larh. then hmm. i dunno. dinner. then blah blah blah. haha.
20:03
hello. okay. today. boring day. after school. i had the scientific research project thingy. argh. that tan lin how. anyhow put in people one. so unfair. hmpfs. okay. then house prac. gosh. the sun was so hot. i didn't do anything. just stand there. also perspire until like what. haha. then yarh. then cos ignatius group 2 and catherine group 2 had a draw for floorball. we had to play match. argh. ignatius scored lorh. then catherine totally not in the run for top 4. argh. super tiring okay. haha. really really tiring. run here run there. wileen was like. play rough. play rough. omg. cos ignatius was really rough larh. they had more team members earlier on. no fair. then after that went home. yarh. blah blah blah. tmr got swim meet. haiyarh. stupid fun splash. i'm swimming okay. must cheer for me. dunno larh. i think only got two people lorh. for relay. don wan. if not catherine house sure lose one. for that one. cannot cannot cannot. 50m x 4 leh. then only got two. should have put breaststroke instead. but full already. even reserve. hmpfs. so yupp. i'm in freestyle. sigh. oh wells. at least i get to leave early tmr. 11.30. haha. go together with charlene. (: hmm. yarh.
dunno why arh. she suddenly so cold to me lorh. yarh larh. why arh. izzit cos the guy you like got girlfriend already. or izzit cos i'm getting closer to a guy i like. gosh larh. zhihui thinks you're desperate can. so does the whole world. can you like change your attitude a bit. in relationships, there are bound to be heartbreaks. but you never noe if you're meant to be. if you never try. so stop discouraging people already. what if they take your advice and think guys are all jerks. if they never marry. it's your fault. okay. that sounded dumb. but it's what i'm trying to get through to you. doubt you'll read anyways. i can't tolerate anymore. if i ever lose it. i'm sorry. but it's the truth. hopefully i can tolerate. i think i may lose it soon. for her. and her. argh. one despo attitude. one authoritative attitude. you're not my sister lorh. i noe you care. but don be so possesive larh. hmpfs.
you noe what the sad thing is. no one reads my blog. haha. yeah. but whatever. at least i can type and type and type crappy stuff that no one will ever find out. haha. XD
yupp. byebye.
20:40
do you think it's true. that it's not possible between me and him. perhaps not. but that somebody, it's a her. she's not allowing me to even be friends with him. that really irritates me. so maybe we're not meant to be together. but at least friends. can't that be possible. from acquaintance to friends. cannot mehs. argh. it's not like i've got phobia of guys. like kelly. haha. i'm from a mixed school. and i noe what it's like. guys can be nice. but just that. they are different. from us girls. i noe understand guys much better than her. argh. i really don like her. but i cannot be so mean larh. but.. haiyarh.
aiyarh. that zhixian. sarah tay. farhana. i kena forced to swim larh. when i can't. as in i noe how to swim. but you noe.. i.. CAN'T. lol. aye. but i'll try larh. sarah put me in as reserve. thank yews. but i still gotta leave class at 11.30 on friday. when the rest. leave at 1pm. haha. ohkay. today didn't present history. vino giving us more time. but how much more. i have no idea. gotta see when we're ready. which is.. not tmr either. aiyarh. that ang zhi hui larh. take so long to reply. today i'm not spending much time on com. cos gotta finish hmwk before 10 plus. been sleeping really late for the past few days. cos i have had things on after school. except monday. tuesday, bowling. today, red cross. tmr, house prac. friday, swim meet. aiyarh. busy busy busy bumble bee. haha. hmm. so yarh. got chinese wkbk. english compo. and erhh.. i have to check. ohh. i got chinese spelling tmr. haha. yeah. dunno who's going for house prac tmr. i don wanna go alone. yeah. mmhmm. ermm. tmr probably not wearin house tshirt larh. cos friday gotta wear again. then you noe what that sarah tay tell me. haiyo eh. she ask me to wear. go home. air. then friday wear again. yuck. yuck. eww.
HAIYARH. WHEN ARE WE GETTING OUR YEARBOOK. VERY LONG ALREADY LEH. EXCUSE ME. CAN FASTER. COMMON TEST ALREADY COMING LORH.
oh wells. i'm really bored now. haha. shall play game. haha. at least i did a bit of researh. XD
i'm tired..
today school was boring. well. at least shirley sim wasn't in school. no maths retest. (: but maybe tmr. dunno larh. oh yeah. chinese was okay. kept on talking with kelly. haha. then after school. went science lab. chose the exco of bowling. yupp. 2B was there. (: okay. the exco. captain. fiona. vice. geraldine. treasurer. felicia. secretary. cheryl. very unfair leh. the way they pick. by popularity. they should pick those with ability. like desiree! haha. kidding. but actually desiree can leh. hmm. okay. then red cross. first aid was boring. footdrill. haha. i noe how to do ke belekang pusing on a march. yay. (: then after that. waited for kelly. went home. and then. tada. i'm home. dots. okay larh. i felt like typing. so therefore. so much crap. which i wasted 17mins on. haha. so yarh. i type slow larh. no need to say lorh. haha.
too much crappy stuff already. shall go blog hopping. byebye. (:
20:26
haiyorh. super stressed. so much things to do tonight. my gosh. i've got maths re-test tmr after school. argh. kelly's letter. omg. the project smile cheque. argh. now i don feel like going. argh. headache larh. okay. ermm. too many things to do. printed history journal. the presentation? only one point. one stupid point. pray that tmr don get called. argh.
22:16
argh. no. i've got to finish the history project by today. argh. but how. i have too many things to do. me and my last minute work larh. got so many things now. alamak. okay. dnt. i haven't finished yet. and i'm supposed to clean the floor. after dirtying it. heh heh. then i haven't completed my dnt. maybe i'll do tmr morning. just rush it. aiyarh. i dunno larh. omg. history journal. omg. chinese compo. argh. stress arh. so many things. stupid. stupid. stupid. what else have i got. hopefully nothing else. you see larh. now 9.30 already. can't use the com til late leh. argh. ermm. ayee. ARGH.
the more stupid thing is. i bumped my head into the one of the lockers which was open today. during recess. argh. pain larh. then the sec ones laugh. so embarrassingly stupid. haha. okay. hmm. i need caffeine. i have to stay up late tonite. gosh. gosh. tmr got cca. argh. chaotic. thursday got house prac. friday? fun splash. a not so fun one more like.
hmm. dunno what' up with me man. haven't had much of a appetite lately. always not hungry. but always thirsty. okay. i gotta get back to my project now alrites. maybe if i got time later. i'll post again. byex.
p.s. bowling was tiring today. stupid thing. how to do hook with the house ball. argh. i voting for desiree as captain and fiona as vice. hahaha. haven't paid training fees yet either. oops. ><
21:31
OKAY
NOW I'M SUPER HIGH
I ATE CHOCOLATE. DRANK COKE
I DUNNO
I'M JUST FEELING HAPPY (:
COS MAYBE I GOT...
AND I GOT...
AND I ADDED...
AND I RECEIVED...
HAHAHA
IT'S SPECIAL TO ME
AND THAT MAKES ME HAPPY
I'M QUITE EASY TO PLEASE EH
byebye
don't worry be sleepy smilex --> i wrote that on my maths test paper. hahaha. and the teacher saw. XD
19:58
yay. hello. i'm hyper rite now. cos probably of the too much chocolate. from dearest people from school. haha. so happy. i'm happy. i'm happy. i'm happy. ((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
full of smiles. (:
17:37
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! (:
haha. so sad. tonight got no date. kidding larh. haha. aye. hmm. gotta get started on history project. finish the research today. summarise it. make the script. hand it to zhi hui. then she do the slides. see. so co-operative. (: hmms. today really nothing much in school. just that the school was rather restless. with all the giving out of presents and all. hahaha. yuppiex. maths test today arh. die larh. superbly scary. argh. but i felt as if i knew how to do you know. maybe got marks. haha. i gotta pass this time larh. yeah. aye. i'm supposed to help kelly do something but it benefits me more. hahaha. aye. boring. i'm back with godberg tan for the chemistry part of the science syllabus. irritating. this dumb system project for 2 clare, 2 deidre and 2 elizabeth. argh. physics component one teacher. chemistry another. biology another. aye. i dunno larh. go sec 3. if take combined science. can pick rite. which science you wanna take. if possible. i'll want physics. it's tougher. but well. i'd rather that than bio. boo. haha. me and zhi hui are like. don care about studies type. cos both wanna go poly. i go poly or jc also nvm. cos i noe what i wanna be. and zhi hui? haha. wanna go ngee ann. why. wanna join magnem? magnum? aiyarh. the cheerleading squad there larh. at ngee ann. haiyoh. see first. where i get streamed to next year then. (:
15:32
hmm. i'm really bored rite now. there's no blackjack. yawn. argh. hmm. i'm bored. hmwk still have. but lazy to do larh. then the aunts all talking. yawn. nothing to do larh. nothing to do online either. ooh. go miniclip? can't play yahoo! games. firewall thingy. dumb. oh wells. tmr there's school. maths test! omg!
15:05
let's post. haha.
yesterday.
first to reach kelly's. about slightly before 1pm. no one there yet. oh wells. waited. 5 mins later. danielle and isaac came. sat around. they watched me eat. then they ate. after that. jiarong came. then danielle left. to go shopping at ikea. yeah. then the guys came. in a cab. -.-" haha. yeah. then went to play pool. yupp. then jon kwong came. then isaac went to get darts. the guys played darts. okay. didn't wanna try. eee. haha. aye. joel's quite good yarh. at darts. and pool too. so yarh. all in all. only 9 ppl were there. after danielle left. me, kelly, tammy, jiarong. isaac, ben chee, jon kwong, joel, michael. yupp. aye. kinda weird actually. oh wells. then 4.15 or so. joel and mike finished their pool round. so went to return. then went back. then haiyoh. that tammy arh. still havent change yet. left the house around 4.45. bus came around 4.57. gosh larh. we were seriously late for service lorh. then went tct. put down bag. went 7-11. buy drinks. the guys were there. haha. then rush back to tct. -.-" yupp. service over. my dad was at service. so picked me up. went for dinner. haha. my dad was driving aimlessly before we decided where to eat. drive all the way to holland road. on the way to orchard. then finally went to redhill. then picked up mum. from her boss's place. then went my aunt's place in punggol. then after that. went my other aunt's place in woodlands. then 11 plus. finally went home. didn't do much. blah blah blah. yeah. that's all.
life is boring huh. for me. oh wells. i still have my hmwk untouched. a compo intro. and a character sketch for lit. aiyarh. gosh. lit first period tmr. and today. my relatives are coming over. for lunch. then got the whole mahjong thing. -.-" wonder whether got blackjack. (: yeah. cannot be banker larh. sure lose money one. haha. byex.
10:29
haha. i'm back online to help kelly sign up for project smile. we're going together. ((: yay. wondering. anyone else going? tag me. haha.
19:15
i failed the third test of the year. gosh. maths. 3 1/2 out of 20. haha. indices larh. argh. dumb thing. all three fail leh. better not fail my history. which i just took today. gosh. this is really bad. bad. bad. bad. hmm. tmr going kelly's place at 1pm. wondering. should i be nice and go earlier. haha. maybe i should. see what time i wake up first larh. aiyarh. kelly invited danielle and isaac and jon kwong. and blah di blah di blah. aiyoh.
now playing wheel of fortune on msn with shahilia. haha. so fun. okay. played two rounds. and that's done. quite fun. but a bit lame. but it's wheel of fortune. yarh. like. the game on tv. haha. hmm. nothing much. today. or tmr. or even yesterday. so yupp. didn't go for bowling. didn't want to. total defence test was postponed. probably due to 'unforseen circumstances'. haha. k man. i'm outta here. byebye. (:
16:03
i'm trying to forget him
and move on with life
but everytime i try
it never seems to get by
it never seems possible
it never seems to end
my heart wouldn't leave it
i doubt it'll ever end
not exactly poem like. but it's what i truly feel yarh.
14:34
haha. okay. yesterday. cny. quite okay larh. boring. but still. yupp. i collected *** shh.. don tell you marhs. ;) hmm. later i'll be going out again. at around 4+. haha. so late. yupps. hmm. i'm gonna buy the stuff i wanna buy after cny. when i drop by city link again. that will be like when i go for make up lessons. yeah. long huh. well. nothing much to blog really. i'm really bored now. hohoho. there's nothing to do at home. except eat all the chinese goodies. haha. (: ermm. let's see. the curry yesterday at my dad's side. as in my grandma on my dad's side. uhh. haha. there. the curry was D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S! ((: today surely got curry again. cooked by my mom's side. my aunt. okay. this is confusing. moving on.
came home. watched amazing race. omg. so sweet okay. aaron proposed to aaron. omg. it's like the whole survivor thing again. yeah. when rob m proposed to amber. haha. i wished kris and jon had won. and not freddy and kendra. yucks. i hate kendra. she's so... haha. new amazing race starting. and rob and amber are taking part. whoots. a must watch. (: survivor palau beginning too. hmm. wonder what's new. oh wells. yupps. that's all. byebye.
13:42
gosh. i'm super bored. there's hardly anyone online now. this is boring. there's nothing else to do. but yawn. yawn and yawn. play stupid games. argh. i'm hungry again. for something salty. haha. lays chips. (:
shahilia: i'll get you your chocolate alrites. for v-day. (:
13:00
ohkay. got home. finished eating. today. school was quite okay larh. the chinese dancers. ehh. not that bad. yeah. hmm. it's the eve already. time sure flies. steamboat dinner tonight. yummy. (: hmm. tmr. holiday. yawn. can't really sleep late yarh. boring holiday. except for the ka ching. money. haha. then i can go buy the 37D sling bag. or the roxy pencil case. or the roxy wallet. haha. only one of them larh. yarh. the track shoes. haha. wait till my old one spoils first. then ask my parents to buy. don wan adidas also can larh. but best preferred. haha. if not new balance lorh. i'm already planning. lol. then save up. when i go back for make up lesson at ait then go city link. yay. ((: dunno why. suddenly i love shopping. haha. urhh. weird. cos it's me. XD
11:37
WITH LOTS OF LOVE FROM ME! (:
LOVE YOU! ((:
MWAHH! (((:
21:47
I'VE BEEN IN THE HOLIDAY MOOD SINCE FRIDAY! YAY! (:
WHEE! ((:
NO SCHOOL FOR TWO AND A HALF DAYS! (((:
HAVE FUN! EvErYbOdY! ((((:
21:45
gosh. there's really something wrong with my ear. stupid thing larh. stupid chemical reaction thingy. haha. okay. a bit off. but i wasn't using real silver. then perspire. then mix. then became kaboom. haha. now septic larh. wah liew. cny coming already ohkay. my jeans not washed yet. gosh larh. hoho. aye. i'm happy now. just now i was sad. i failed my test. boohoo. yeah lorh. stupid shirley sim. blah blah blah. so unfair. ohkay. gotta pack what i need to bring tmr. lol. handbook? hahaha. so empty larh. hmm. don wanna bring anything. (: hmm. today quite okay larh. just came back from market. with my parents. met ka wei. he didn't recognise me okay. haha. he didn't say hi. so i didn't also larh. so sad. hmm. then yarh. bought conditioner. mmhmm. then yarh. haha. me and zhihui not bringing bag to school tmr. just bring handbook only perhaps. then i gotta go my locker get my history book. gotta study. test on friday. boohoo. i wanna take add maths. i need A1 for maths leh. that's tough. gosh. haiyarh. i really gotta study hard. the pressure is catching up on me. but everytime i see shirley sim. i wanna slack. aiyarh. big deal larh can. hmm. yupp. tmr cny eve already. we're having steamboat for dinner. my parents just went supermarket to get a little more stuff. yong tau fu. that was sold out already in the wet market. haha. kk. byebye. (:
mer: thank you so much for that yellow sticker thing you pasted in my handbook. thank you mer. love you. ((:
21:14
argh. i gotta make this quick. okay. left the house today. reached tiong slightly after 10. jiarong was already there. haha. ohkay. then sharon came. then kelly came. then i went to buy famous amos. haha. (: then jiabao came. then we left for safra. then rachel met us there. and met peishi after the first game. haha. yarh. bowling score? aye. quite ohkay larh. got 60+ for first one. second one got distracted by food larh. lol. so got 50+ only. then last game. got 84. whoots. ((: cos i had a strike there. i missed a lot of spare chances. the lane very dry larh. haiyarh. that's why. my ball cannot go straight. then after 3 games. we went back to tiong. ate lunch. i ate ban mian. the bowl was super big. quite okay larh. last to finish. lol. then yarh. went to chameleon. bought earrings. and hairband. kelly bought earrings too. then we went home. haha. then it's like. my dad isn't talking to me. yarh. dunno why larh. i didn't do anything wad. hmm. then i slept around 5. got awoken up at 6.15 to go jogging. yupp. west coast park again. then came back. bathe. eat dinner. yummy. i loved my mom's sze chuan chye soup. ((: then watch tv. and now i'm here. gotta go eat fruits. my mom's calling me. -.-" yeah. so yupp. chinese new year's eve. hmm. i'm making peanut cookies. haha. then we're having steamboat for dinner. yay. hmm. then saturday. we got cell gathering at kelly's. haha. then go for service EARLY together. yeah man. this rocks. hoho. yupp. that's all larh. for now. maybe i'll add in further detail tmr yarh. haha. byebye. i love whoever is reading this. cos i'm happy right now. MWAHH! (:
21:24
hello. okay. hardly anyone reads my blog larh. haha. but. big deal. aiyarh. yesterday. service wasn't that bad. it was quite okay. of cos. it always is quite okay. haha. erhh. had dinner. and wow. guess who was nearby. no prizes for getting it right. lol. yeah. ermm. then. went to the box. sit down there and stone. kel and tam went home. then jiabao went back. argh. then weizhen only lorh. then she accompanied me til my parents came. then my parents gave her a lift larh. back to ghim moh. yupp. then we went pump petrol. then went hong leong to eat dinner. my mom hadn't eaten. uh huh. then came back. stayed in my room. then yarh. ate soup. that my mom cooked in the morning. haha. it was supposed to be for me. ((: then went to bed.
now it's super early. i woke up at 8am. yawn. so early larh. then replied my smses. wash up. and now i'm here. okay. it's boring larh. i noe. haha. i dunno what to say marhs. moving on. later my cell going bowling. (((((: yupp. weizhen the cell also. then WAH LAO. tammy not going. causing kelly unable to go. CAUSING. MY DAD'S SAFRA CARD WITH THEM! it's like MY DAD'S. so infuriating. piggy.
one word left. hypocrite. i'm not calling anyone in particular. i just like that word. =P
byebye.
08:26
hey. last blog entry before i leave for service. ermm. well. i need to bathe. change. take bus. haha. okay. yeah. the cell. wearing skirt today. DIAOX. nothing much else to do on the com. so yupp. i'm outta here. gosh. i need to get money from my mom first. haha. bye.
14:59
this is so infuriating
woke up super early. 8.30. gosh. then wait for my dad to wake up. went bowling. safra mt faber. hmm. now i prefer victor's superbowl. haha. the floor easier to slide yarh. then i think something wrong with their bowling shoe. i got stuck lorh. somebody must have stepped on water. argh. score? haha. pathetic larh. 80. then 60+. then 50. hoho. it's like decreasing. although. haha. don wanna talk about it anymore larh. erm. today gotta go church myself. hoho. hmm. i think i'll call kelly. it's been a long time since i've been chatting with her on the phone. lol. ermm. heard they going bowling tonite? so ex can. it's like 3.90. bleah. go on wkday larh. of all days must be tonite. wkend some more lorh. after 6pm some more lorh. whatever it is. aiyarh. don care larh. i think i've got some of the bowling skills. like the footing. the dot thing. arrow thing. the following through of the hand. which i tried today. and isn't that bad. and of cos. i'm still trying to get the graceful part done. cos the SAJC ppl were there training. they throw the ball. it's like no thud sound at all. just rolling rolling rolling. then piang. all the pins fall. hoho. yeah. my got the priak sound. haha. okay. lame. but yarh. trying to get the smooth part done well. still dunno how. bending lower doesn't seem to help. ohhh. maybe must hand go lower. but. aiyarh. i'll see how on my next training at victor's. next friday perhaps. (:
13:40
haiyar. wished i went for bowling instead. yawn. but tmr. yarh. going with my dad lorh. hmm. today red cross. didn't do packing larh. chey. we did total defence test briefing. and the cip thingy lorh. ermm. nothing much really. school? nothing as well. big yawn. hmm. i'm still not able to get the yearbook. gosh. ermm. yeah. tmr. going service myself. boohoo. go early arh. don wanna keep on being ON TIME. haha. cos i everytime use com until 4.15 then bathe. 4.40 then catch the bus 197. and then! 5.00 then reach tct. lol. mind you. i still need to walk. haha. yarh. just across the overhead bridge and.. you know. walk. a short distance. haha. i noe. it's dumb. but yarh. i'll try to be early tmr larh. but go early. nobody. do what. you tell me larh. haiyoh. erhh. jovy going tmr again. diaox. okay. it's pretty long already. not much hmwk for the wkend. ((: byebye.
19:25
today was an ermm. okay day. hoho. i dunno. a lot of times. HE popped into my head. i just dunno why. argh. i want the yearbook. what's taking the school so long. other schools already had their yearbooks .like last year. and we have to wait so so so so SO long. oh gosh larh. hmm. tmr's friday already. boohoo. can't go for bowling training. have to go for rc training instead. and oh gosh. i haven't paid the money yet. ohkay. what's with me and the 'oh gosh' all about. hmm. what's interesting today. ooh. i'll be alone at home later. wink. heh heh heh. (: ermm. i'll go blog visiting now. haha. let's see who'll be my lucky number one. diaox... haha. byebye.
18:48
okay. i noe it's late. haha. but oh wells. i finished my hmwk already marhs. okok. i'm having really bad muscle ache. my thighs and my right arm. oww. hmm. today. haha. dnt. left at 1pm. lol. then lunch. then meet at foyer. and poof. we left for fort canning park. lol. ermm. yeah. i was with wei lin. so mean larh. zhihui, xin yun, dolly. all not going. they got their syf thingy marhs. haha. then i skip cca lorh. hoho. fort canning. a lot of steps arh. sit under hot sun. overall. it was quite an interesting trip. (: yupp. that's all. tmr. nothing really. going gillman after school. boo. byebye.
22:01
okay. just got back from training. took like 45 mins to come home. from school! rush hour! argh. okay. mr dil. haha. so kind. sent me, desiree, michelle and fiona back to school. thank yews. training was serious? erhh. quite okay larh. my bowling seems to be getting better. LOL. yeah. my hand pain larh. it's like. no more 8 pound. i have to use 9. then! that david guy. he asked me. are you sure you use 9. argh. he expects me to use 10 pound. super heavy. i cannot grip. i cannot swing. argh. okay. aww. friday not going for training. boohoo. oh wells. there's always next wk. XD nothing much today. yeah. nothing. byebye.
18:55
Be a goalkeeper & block it
Then, nobody wins
Wear the skipper's armband
Be the captain
You call the shots
Girl time. (n) A bonding ritual essential to females and indescribable to males, characterized by unmitigated chatter, sudden bursts of laughter, endless supplies of tissues, and chocolates.
- And the record keeps playing the same old song